In the past one of the most important things to me was acceptance, I wanted people to accept me for me, but who doesn’t?
I have doubted myself so much during life to the point where I know I’m my own worst enemy.
I applied for a job recently, and it is one that I doubt I will get, I’m still waiting to hear back and I am not even nervous.
During the interview I wasn’t nervous I just wanted to do it for myself to stop the what ifs occurring later.
I realised though afterwards that it didn’t even matter if I am not accepted for it because I am accepted in so many other ways.
Becoming a Mother for me has changed my life, and for the best I must add, for some reason, the only person I now hope to have acceptance from, now and forever is my Daughter Danielle.
I hope I will always be good enough for her. I know deep down I need to accept myself. Easier said than done though right?
I shall wait and see what my future has to offer, patience is key.